The things he told me

He told me that he love me
He told me that he is my friend
Then he told me that he is a liar

Isn't it funny?

Isn't it funny that your heart can be broken by someone that was always pretending?

Funny how your friends can make you feel better about any situation.

Funny how when something bad happens, it's all you can think about?

Funny how bad we think we’ve got it, compared to others who have it worse.

Funny how no matter how much we have, we’re never thankful.

Funny how we can have so many friends, but if we fight with one, life sucks,

Funny how your best friend can hurt you even more than your worst enemy can?

Funny how no matter how hard we try, life will never be perfect,

Funny how many times we can be hurt the same way, and how much more it hurts.

Funny how one person can make you feel pretty even on your worst days

Funny that no matter how much you like someone, if nobody thinks you should be with them, you give into peer pressure.

Funny how on rainy days it’s so much easier to smile,

How one fake friend, can ruin a life.

Funny how your best friend can become your worst enemy with one mistake.

- Katie
boardofwisdom.com

Don't Worry

No need to warn me, 
You've raised me well
I perfectly know which one is acceptable and which one is not 
I might walk too close to the line sometime
but I won't cross it
what I am doing right now
is trying to enjoy all the small things that soon might be inappropriate
so, please don't worry
Trust me, everything is fine

Have you ever wish?

Have you ever wish that you could turn back the time?
Have you ever wish that you could be brave to take the risk?
Have you ever wish that you could prevent tomorrow?
I have.... I wish...

Friend?

Am I their friend?
Accidentally left out?
Or just easy to be forgetten.

A fool

I know,
I always know
but still

it  hurts
every single time I had been proven right

when will I stop wishing that I was wrong
fool me

most of the time

most of the time
I used to hate you

you, who always said that you care
but never realized how bad I had been hurt until I told you
but then, you belittle it...

everything I did was never good enough for you

You used to said
I had to do this and that
I should not do this and that

I had to follow everything that you told me to do
or I would never be a decent woman
and you did this because you cared

most of the time
I hate you
for making me feel useless
for making me feel unworthy

Now
you have her

Now you tell me everything I do is fine
I can do anything that I want to do
I can be anything that I want to be
because I am perfect as the way I am

Now
I hate you more than ever

once more

I smile

I laugh

I joke around

I am not pretend to be happy

because I AM

but...
sometime...
just sometime...

I am sad... 

angry... 

tired.... 

in love.... 

or... 

broken.... 

then...

I will go
to weep

to scream
to heal

till I'll be that woman 

who proudly wear her heart on her sleeve

once more