Is it were now?

my existence in your life will be no more than a haze moment in your memory and here I am siting alone and replaying all of our moments over and over again. We are best friend or is it were now? I don't want to understand why we can't stay the same. You said you care but why is it so easy for you to leave me? Ah yes how stupid I am while I sit here alone you have others to share your life with.